Just Live Your Life

how great is our God.sing with me now how great is our God :) im seriously amazed how God pulled me through the last few weeeks. its been really depressing to find out that my cousin is moving to australia by this year suck big time plus my grandparents might be going too im gonna miss them :( im so close with all of them .why the sudden changee??mama ask me to go study there too.aaron is leaving in May which is few months from now. education in Australia is free since my aunt n uncle have already got the PR theree.have u ever thought of it .. leaving everything you have behind n just start over? have u ever got that sinking feeeling in your heart that u have to go n dont want to ? you'll miss those you love.your friends.your lifestlyee i have. it was depreesssingg really depressing. imagine if dad had taken that job in vietnam ...

1.i wouldnt haf met him

2.i wouldnt have known emica

3. i wouldnt have met all these chun form 2 that are all so awesomee

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4. i would not known that i look good with shivani in pictures!

5. i wouldnt have such awesome friends that i have now

6.i wouldnt have got thrown into pools 13 times on my burfday!

experiencing that feeeling once know i got it again.how bad is that? owh well have u noticed when u stare into a mirror u just wana throw something at it so it just breaks into pieces... i have. i've screwed up alot in my life it wasnt easy at all. i had gone through it all from facing the most hardest time in my life with my closest friends fighting thosee problems we had it wasnt just thosee lifeless drama that most teenagers have ours was worst =/ n lossing a close frienddd from getting my heart broken to loving someone so so much noww :) thats life we gotta accept it in order to carry it on.

oh well hey.im not doing too good.im stressed up.mayb its cuz its sports day week!yeah that was it i get like this last year too but this year more competition. i decided im not gonna scream anymore at them cuz i find it pointless since they dont even listen :/ it was alright but i dont it to be just alright i want it to be awesome!but no matter what i'll b proud of my team n captain wheter we win or loosee. cuz i belive its all about tryingg im not gonna give up although iwant too but he told me to be strong n not to cry (: i have been praying to shed tears every night wasnt easy at all.oh well icc's coming up on that day n also good charlotte's concert! 3 in one huh? :D i wanna go for all but sadly being the dumb bimbo-ish me i didnt collect my GC ticket in times square soo noo tickets left.darn it! ohh well im soo soo bored today i went to help my friend sort out problems with this guy she's likes n soon gonna couple up with soon n guess what ? situation is already bad enough the guy who followed the guy my friend likes was HER EX BOYFRIEND!omg howww depressing she cried poor thing i'm trying to cheer myself up listening to songs but im listening to MCR how cheerful rightt ?the day i die it has to be the song " PERFECT"- SP playing n i want the line " PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON WHY PEOPLE WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE" written on my tombstonee! yess remmeber that! haha dont cry the day i dieee but be happyy cuz u guys dont have a carrie annoying n sarcastic anymoree :) im just bored,random facts in life.

keejun: i think if i sleep with a book over my head i'll be smarter

juli : "ouchh..putting the bonjela cream twice on my ulserss was almost taking my life away!"

dionne: " im gonna name my kids ju-yen " (juli+li-yen (carrie ) haha!

reshmin n kim n li ling: i wanna eat sagoooo from sri mallaca laa!

this lines keeps playing in my headdd for some reasonn.lols! i gotta go peopleee .byes lovess u guys!mwahs :)