im sorrry.have u ever felt like your hurt someone so deeply?although that person had already done something to u that was painful n unforgettable? =( im sorry our friendship seems to be growing apart i didnt realise that till you told me so.mayb i was just to caught up in my own life.i thought we were still as close as we used to be?i just want you to know i've got your back no matter what happens.i'll be there for you. but i didnt know things had change in your eyes im sorry for ever treating u badly i never meant to do anything like that.and as for the other ..im sorry for pushing you away.ive just put u through alot n i know its unfair i know you want to be there for me but i cant stand seeing you go through the same crap i went through :( im sorry.i've said things i regretted saying i never want to let go of any of you but please understand its not easy for me. i rather go through the pain once more than ever ending our frienships.

happy sweeet 16 haha amrit ate the number one!!haha

♥cupcakesss

my fav pic of the night with my alter ego :)

dionne pmay me xD

then the high class lala wai nee joined us! haha

she claims to own the school dewan!haha

the incoming president for LEO.suzanna! =)

us backstage.

anyways lit night is finally over!oh the joy!but at the same time no more skipping class n lying down in the hall taking pics of wai nee dharu n pmay sleeeping like PIGS.haha anyways lite night was fun we were all nervous but it all turned out great :) keejun n ivan came to watch!love u guys :) haha n i hate yew wing and yuinyi for coming latee didnt watch the wonderful opening act i was in :P haha HUDA rocked as a coordinater man :) anyways the whole thing went well then after that went to a&w.. we walked there i was walking with nat!yeash she came back from LA!omg we all missed her so we had our emo talk on the way there while keejun went to find me a hairtie since mine i lost mine.. haha poor nat =( i hope she feels better now.i mean i wouldnt think its nice reading the first sms when she gets back to msia as a breakup sms. i hope nat is feeeling fine now =) anyways so we went to a&w first thing me n kj n nat saw was DUMPLING.i mean we couldnt miss her too big :P haha and the moment we came in she dissapear hmmm :D i wonderrrr..haha okay i actedt like a total bitch that night but it was FUN x) yewwing juli knows what i mean ? haha anyways oh yeah that afternoon i went over to tsen's hse to bake cupcakes since i destroyed the cuppcakes i ordered *cries* :( but thank god is tsen to the rescueee!*weeeee =)

delayed pics from the party..

pmayy!

doing the pmay pose yo!haha except the boys just stoned.lols

THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE DEBATING SOCIETY

OF
SMK ASSUNTA
presents to you

our english literary night
themed

MIRRORS

if anyone is interested in coming for lite night in assunta...the event will be happening on the 22nd of june(friday) at 7.30 pm-9 pm. the dresss code is red black or whitee tickets are sold for only rm16

venue:smk assunta's hall

anyways heys!to all my friends who are reading this please do come for the show.haha im performing this yearr! :D yees ? 16 bucks is so worth it!so yeahh su kim and all plz come =) much love♥

"BE TA HAN"
*thats hokkien for cant stand it anymoreee larh

anyways this weeek is yet to be over n lit night is coming very very soon! im so scaredd weyyh! im taking part this year. we are all in opening act and our coordinater is inddeed HUDA!yeah babeh!!haha she rocksss.. anyways im so tiredd all i have been doing this weeek is getting back exams results n practicin for lit night .. hmm .. my marks improved of cos ive been studying like mad...but not good enough so im studying alot siince trials are very very soon! :( oh god i hate form 3 lifeeee

anyways there's guides gathering this saturday im gonna be busy once again..dosent it suck ?? owh one thing thats not sucky is PLANET SHAKERSS are in malaysia n im gonna go for it!*woohoo :D ohh n david kononly claim he can drive now so he gonna give me a ride home.. pray hard my life dosent end there x) haha


superman.


im cooler than your girlfriend♥

HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16 TO KEEJUN n also HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY to YEW WING


burfday boy n i ;)

pmay n mee she's the man :)

both them boys very close to me :) love them loadss.
so heys!back to school now n its depressing gettting all the exam paperss back but before we go into that lets talk about saturday night hehe :P i had a suprise party for keee jun :D it was really A SUPRISE!got help from justin n pmay i love em both!haha anyways although it didnt turn out as many people as i expected i hoped everyone had fun so me n resh got our master plan to work i convinced keejun it was just me n him at all stars cafe for dinner to celebrate his 16th birthday haha but then he didnt know there were 10 more people cuming! lols it was hilarrious and i had to keep him away from walking around mid valley cuz the rest were gonna be around so then me n him sat down in all stars cafeee then while he was ordering his meal the whole group came in singing "Happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you .." n he turned to me n said someone elses burfday is today to larh haha! he was so stoned when he saw the whole grouppp! lols :D good supriseee man hehe

so then yeah we had dinner and had very nice burfday cake compliments from justin haha! owh owh n shiv was so happy that day she was smiling like this :D! HAHA so then i met michael sam i expected an indian guy i dunnoe why but he turned up chinese! so dissapointing! lolzz and yeahh n gave keejun n yew wing their burfday presents haha yewwing got spongebob boxers n keejun me shiv n resh got him the timbaland top :) oh n both boys are yet in for another suprisee hehe this time from juli n i x) we are so full of suprises! haha

neways keejun has been a great friend always been there for me he's so sweeet :) i know he's mean to u guys but he's nice to me haha :P no matter what happens i'll be there for you darls =) love u.

and as for yew wing,this form 2 kid has somehow found a way into our form 3 clique n we just cant get enough of his funny jokes n acts :D he' s a born joker n my coookieee :P LOLS he's been a terrific frienddd not to mention has always been there to give me a hug when im sadd.thanks so much.


♥i love them both n appreciate them truck loads ♥

heys!lite night is coming!we are all so excited!last year's one was the BOMB!so this year we are hopping for the best :) ANYWAYS so i slept late last night n was on the phone with my kor kor ivan .. (haha!) neways we were talking talking talking whilee keejun was watching all the monday night laughs haha :D so gay i swear!as usual i slept really really late last night.this morning keejun called to wake me up ..i was still sleeeping teheee :D so yeah dragged myself up got ready for skewl had to go for practice :P got there started dancinggg it was oh so tiring larh.then saw the BLONDEEE again damm pantang larh! morning morning see her edi ..*bleuks*-pukes-

so then chilled abit with my friendsss then was talking crap with shiv n resh. SHREK 3 MAN!! it was awesomeee dam funnyh weyh!okay sorry we were high.hehe.neways then after that i met up with keejun grabbed a cab to sunway pyramid ..and had lunch there. then was walking around since sunway was under construction we decided to go to RED BOX! yeah man!lala paradise! lols oh well then we chilled there for about 3 hours hehe.ivan n his friend,andrew suppose to come n we were suppose to go shisha but no...they didnt turn up! ish ish! :(

so after that we walked around for a bit n keejun wanted to get me GINGY from MCDee's happy meal :) but ... we tak larat to eat summore so next wednesday only he's getting it for me!haha yew wing calles GINGY a COOKIE! *laughs* thats so cuteee right ? haha :P so then we had nothing to do decided to sit down and watch people lols! we were so gay larhh lols n keejun decided to start playing tick tack toe on the wall by himself.. haha

end product of what keejun drew after playing tick tack toe by himself! lols he's so cuteee la :) haha anyways today was really funn :D practically really random day.cioaz!mwahs

okay heys.im depressed.first of all i spoiled the suprise for him.. i mean i cant get any dumber lah.i sent this message to him instead of juli .. "ey dude how to plan keejun birthday party ah?" omg im so dumb :/ now i ruined everything.. and the suprise i wanted to get him might not be able to be ready by like this saturday!omg* sobs* ..im gonna cryyyy! :( ivan n sophia n juli was such dahlings all cheering me up but i still feel down. i just hope darling will have a nice party larrh :) oh well nothing much to blog yesterday went for michael's burfday party it was not bad he had good food there n we didnt really drink but u know a little wont kill right ? :) HAHA just stoned around in fran's room reading some urgh IT blog :P haha n yeahh subash is so funny.. okay the situation

fran has her shoes on her table n she changed the laces to different colours when thier the exact same shoe n subash said ...

" ey keejun look at those shoes they are almost a like right ? "

HaHa!
it was hilarious.so cuteee he didnt realize it was the same pair. me melissa dionne n keejun couldnt stop laughing la :P haha oh well thats about it im gonna be emo now n die.

-carrieout-